ANGELIC MESSAGES TO ALL

This page contains a description of how we came to be where we are now. We believe in equality and that we all are spiritual brothers and sisters - children of our Loving Father.

When I (Carolyn) was a child, my aunt died. I saw her as a spirit and ran to tell my mother. I had little success convincing her. I was told to be quiet and not repeat what I had seen. Being an obedient child, I learned to repress what I had seen, but that did not take away the gift. It was not until I was an adult and had done a lot of searching that I found peace. I wanted to know the truth. I found an outlet for coming to know and understand why I knew, before hand, if people were going to pass away. Why and how it is that we can communicate with the dearly departed and learn how this can help us here on earth; how other people can come to develop this talent, too. I have come to understand that we have a responsibility to know and nurture our spiritual nature, as well as our physical bodies. In understanding our dual natures, we come to know who we really are.

The date was Sunday, August 14, 1994 - it was a day of reflection, a day of searching. I had just gone to Bible study in a small town in Texas. As I was driving along the long dusty road to my small farm house, I remembered the times past and I was saddened. I recalled the younger days when I was free, free from worry, free from "life's" expectations. I was but a soul, living for the moment, soaring on the winds of change. I thought to myself that my life had never been as peaceful and happy as it was when I was a boy, and I don't know how to reclaim that peace. I had been going on dates, to bible study, to parties looking for that lost key. I tried and tried but to no avail: something was missing, but what?

I had many questions with no answers. Why was I placed on this earth, I didn't feel as though I belonged? Why was I pursuing a higher education, was it the thing to do? Sure I enjoyed what I did, but how did it fit in with God's plan? I was confused as to my existence. The only thing that I knew that was right and true was my Love for God. I wanted nothing else but to be with God. I cried out to Him with fervor, asking Him to take me into His arms of Love. I was asking to leave this plane of existence.

Needless to say, He didn't grant my prayer - or did He? After my tenure in Texas I had several job prospects around the country. I asked for guidance and my heart led me to Chicago. I had no idea why I was going to Chicago. Most of my family lived there but the job was insecure and offered little pay as compared to my alternatives. Yet my instincts told me to go to Chicago. I began work at one of the top institutions in the world studying evolution. My optimism quickly faded as I began interacting with scientists who believed the only god was the god of science and that immortality meant being published. I needed to interact with God-minded people and find restitute from the "shelling". My search led to local churches and the World Wide Web, a network connecting millions of souls throughout the world.

I started to search the WWW for answers. Answers to my spiritual questions. I soon realized that my exploration was not going to be easy after a search on the word spiritual brought up hundreds upon hundreds of web sites. And of course every web site had a different take on the spiritual realm and the existence of God. So for the next several months my free time was spent surveying the contemporary viewpoints of religion. I read about ancient Mayan prophecies, the secrets of Atlantis, global ascension, Christ consciousness, and sacred geometry just to name a few. The amount of metaphysical and spiritual sites and viewpoints was staggering. One day, however, I happened on a site that mentioned something called Divine Love. The author wrote of a man named Padgett who was chosen by Jesus to communicate the spiritual truths to the world. Padgett apparently communicated with Jesus though his gifts as a medium. I wondered, is this possible? I read on and as I continued I became transfixed on the messages. Mentally, the messages made complete sense: our Loving Father providing a way for His children to come into His arms of Love through Love and not some blood sacrifice. Spiritually, the messages were the answer to my prayer. Back in Texas I asked for God's Love and believed the only way to truly receive His Love was by leaving the physical body and entering into the spiritual world. Now I have come to know a wonderful opportunity - an opportunity to be in the arms of God's Love while living in the flesh. Needless to say this newly discovered opportunity changed my life. Already I have noticed differences; what I deem important and how I interact with other mortal souls. No longer am I defensive towards the negative views and attacks from my fellow scientists. I am now aware of how my thoughts and actions affect others. No longer do I want to die. Sure, I look forward to becoming a Divine Angel in the Celestial Heavens but I am now learning to accept who I am and where I am along the path of salvation. Rather than living for the future I am starting to enjoy the moment.

My aspiration has always been, since I can remember, At-onement with the Lord. Having discovered the teachings of our Master Jesus, my "aspiration" is no longer some intangible event to be reached far in the future, but a way of living, a way of thinking, a way of acting, a way of loving and being Loved. I thank our Father for the opportunity to receive His Divine Love, and I thank Jesus and all those who devoted their time to spreading the word of his message. God bless you all.